Regret

As usual, Stiles was coming home from work and on his way to the entrance, he saw a scene, a terrible scene that will break his heart again.

“Okay, just relax, walk like nothing’s happening..” Stiles murmured to himself as he walked with his eyes shut tightly.

“Ugh! I can’t stand it!” Stiles thought to himself. He ran into the house resisting himself from breaking down into tears.

He stopped for a second and thought to himself, “She doesn’t even know how i’m feeling towards her yet, I don’t have the courage to tell her how I feel!” Once again, Stiles had his heart broken by Blair, who knew nothing about his affection towards her.

That night, Stiles thought of an idea that might help boost Blair’s impression of him.

“This is a silly idea, but it will work!” Stiles’s miserable frown began to turn upwards forming a smile.

Caroline was having her breakfast of salad every morning as usual until she saw someone rather surprising.

She choked on her own food and panicked as she took another look at a very-impressive looking Stiles.

“Wow!”, exclaimed Caroline as she wiped off the smears from the table. Stiles was a newly transformed man. He dressed himself in an expensive-looking biker jacket and wore skinny jeans. He had on aviators which Caroline found weird, as it wasn’t even that sunny at her house.

Caroline turned to look at Stiles and smiled.

“What, bimbo?” Stiles asked.

“Nothing.” Caroline blushed as she answered him.

“Judging by your wicked smile, i assume there’s something poking in that little pea brain of yours.”

Caroline laughed and said, “You look rather different today. Very handsome.” Stiles tried to stop himself from grinning. “And cool. Yep. Definitely cool.” Caroline continued.

Stiles was happy. He knew his whole idea was going to work. Since Blair loves biker guys like Cyclone, he might as well transform into a biker dude instead of a normal guy like everyone else.

He went to the backyard where he found Blair relaxing on the sunchair reading a book.

“Blair!” Stiles called out her name in a singing tone.

Blair put off her book and asked, “Yeah? What’s up, Stiles?”

Stiles gathered up all his courage and said, “Blair, baby, let’s have dinner tonight! Just the two of us.” He was hoping for a positive answer from Blair.

“Ew! Yucks! What the hell is wrong with you, Stiles?” Blair screamed as she shoved his hands away from her hips.

“Don’t you like the new me? The new cool guy me?” Stiles asked miserably.

Blair was in shock, her mouth dry as she thought of an answer to reply Stiles.

“No! You’re creeping me out, seriously. I can’t hang out with you. I have a boyfriend.” Blair said sternly.

Stiles could feel his heart aching as he brought himself to say out the words that he had always wanted to say to Blair.

“I love you. I have always love you. I love you since the day you moved into the apartment. Your smile, your actions, they’re all so adorable. I love that you are a good person, someone who donates all her money to the charity. “

Stiles took a long breath. He managed to say all those, without stuttering.

Blair sighed and then Stiles could see she was angry, very angry.

“As I told you, I have a boyfriend.” said Blair in a digressed tone. “Is this why you wanted to move in with me?” asked Blair as she gave a shocked expression.

Stiles gulped and nodded his head.

“No, I have never ever feel that way towards you, Stiles. We’re only friends and will always remain friends. You will find someone better I’m sure. Now, please, I have a date with Cyclone.” said Blair as she walked away from him.

Stiles stood there feeling dejected. Looking from the corner of his eyes, he could see Caroline staring afar looking teary-eyed. He had no idea why yet he had no intention on asking her.

“I’m so glad you are here.”

A soft voice blurted out. Stiles looked up from the sea-view and turned to look at the person. It was Caroline. Great. He thought to himself. The last person he wanted to see.

Stiles got up from the bench and asked, “Yes, Miss Busy-body?”

Caroline ignored Stiles’s sarcasm with a smile. “Well, uh. I saw what happened between you and Blair today.” Her voice coarsen up as she blurted it out.

“Uh-huh. So you must be happy for me, eh?” Stiles answered back hastily.

Caroline scratched her head and frowned. “So, you dressed up like that for Blair?” Stiles rolled his eyes at Caroline and looked away.

“I just wanted to tell you this. It’s no use to try to break apart Cyclone and Blair’s relationship. They have been in love with one another since high-school.”

Stiles’s heart ached so badly that it feels like a million holes has been punched into his heart. His face muscles stiffen as he tried to fight back his tears from falling down.

Feeling so mad and frustated, Stiles shouted back at Caroline, “Well! Look here, if you’re trying to make me feel sad, then congratulations! You succeeded! So, leave me alone now! I hate girls like you, pretending to be nice outside when you’re actually full of evil inside you!”

“I-Is t-t-that what you think of me? An evil p-person?” cried Caroline.

Stiles could see that Caroline was hurt. Her face turned sour as she said it out, “I was only trying to be your friend.”
As soon as she blurted out those words, she ran away from Stiles whimpering.

Stiles stood there looking very upset and angry. He was mad at himself for not being able to control his anger.

“Oh no! What have I done?” cried Stiles.

He knew he had done a terrible mistake. A mistake that he will regret, forever.

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